It's holding me back!

I'm soooo thankful the friends in my life! I haven't said that in a long time. All the time I'm just complaining about how we're growing apart and how i'm gonna miss them. Maybe I should stop whining and just enjoy the time I have with them!...good idea :) 

Well last night I had a deep conversation with a friend about a very touchy subject, and we uncovered that this specific thing is holding me back not only in life but I believe in my walk with God.  It was crazy that we talked about things holding you back in life, because this morning what did we talk about in church....how things hold you back. That wasn't really like the main point of the message but that specific part just hit really deep after talking about it last night. Pastor John, talked about how things in life can hold you back from really being free. I believe this is how I've been feeling for a while now. I wasn't sure  how to handle this whole situation with the thing holding me back, and i'm still not really sure but i'm working on it! 

I'm gonna take a step back and look at what really matters to ME! 

It's AMAZING (an understatement) how God can take something that is really beating up on your heart and make it come to light!... GOD is soooooo GOOD!