Okay so im just going to use this to ramble on about the little happenings in my life.
So school ended exactly a month ago. I had always heard "you and your friends will grow apart, you'll start doing different things." I always listened to all of this and was like yeah, i know. But i can not even put into words how much it hurts. I always said to myself, that's not going to happen to me and my friends...i was soooo wrong! I'm not saying we aren't friends, anymore, we just are all starting to go our seaperate ways and are starting new chapters in our lives. It is the HARDEST thing i've ever been through in my life. It's like a roller coaster. One day we were all together and now since school ended i have yet to be in the room with all 4 of them at the same time. It's so different and it happened so quickly... the scariest part is i don't know if i'm the only one feeling this way! Do they feel like I do, are they missing me as much as I'm missing them? I just don't know!
I don't think that this could come at a better time though. I've been wanting more out of life, just something different. I feel like this is a learning experience. Lately, I've been feeling in my walk with God i've been getting side tracked. I feel like this is my time to build a closer relationship with him! I've been having to go to God more and more lately. I thought I would never say this but, I'm ready to move on, I'm excited to experience new things and new people. It has been so hard thus far, and i'm not expecting it to get any easier but I think I'm finally ready! Here's to a new chapter!
